In my snuggie. My tummy hurts. I haven't gotten any work done today yet..... I'm confused and the world is spinning around me. I feel like I've fallen backwards and now I'm so far off track that I don't know if I can see my happiness path anymore. I'm just in some sort of funk. Hopefully it doesn't last more than a day. I have two major exams this week and I really need to focus so I can do well. I can't stay focused on all of these emotions. I just wish I had someone to talk to. I feel like I can't talk to any of the people I usually count on because I feel like I'm always disappointing people and when they say I'm not, I just feel like they're keeping the truth from me. So I'm just going to avoid that and try to ride this one out on my own. I'll figure it out. I think I'll watch a sappy movie and then maybe I'll repair myself. Time heals all wounds.
This is about healing. This is about love. This is about recovery and empowerment.
October 16, 2010
I've fallen down the steps...
In my snuggie. My tummy hurts. I haven't gotten any work done today yet..... I'm confused and the world is spinning around me. I feel like I've fallen backwards and now I'm so far off track that I don't know if I can see my happiness path anymore. I'm just in some sort of funk. Hopefully it doesn't last more than a day. I have two major exams this week and I really need to focus so I can do well. I can't stay focused on all of these emotions. I just wish I had someone to talk to. I feel like I can't talk to any of the people I usually count on because I feel like I'm always disappointing people and when they say I'm not, I just feel like they're keeping the truth from me. So I'm just going to avoid that and try to ride this one out on my own. I'll figure it out. I think I'll watch a sappy movie and then maybe I'll repair myself. Time heals all wounds.
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